Around 8 months ago, I stepped on a scale and my jaw dropped. I was like, I do not weigh ___. I do not. I was horrified. I knew I was not healthy, but it had been so gradual, that I never noticed how terrible it was.
Something finally clicked inside of me and I decided that this was not ok. Determination or desperation grasped me and without knowing how, I knew I would find a way to become healthy. Eventually, I found a plan and I stuck with it. Over the next months I consistently restricted my diet and exercised without wavering, and I lost over 50 pounds. I’m not telling you this so you can be impressed, but because I want to share an idea with you.
You see, I had always wanted to lose weight. For over ten years I had been saying I needed to. But I didn’t NEED to. I wasn’t desperate. I wasn’t determined. If I could lose weight, or eat cake . . . well the cake might win or it might not. And that’s how I lived. Saying I cared, but living like I didn’t.
I feel like that’s how we are often in our Christian walk. We have addictions and pet sins. And we say, “I need to stop doing x.” But we don’t feel like we NEED to. You see, we’ve become accustomed to our sinful stumbling Christian walk. Just like I had become accustomed to carrying around an extra 50+ pounds.
Changing our lifestyle would be uncomfortable. And we don’t feel the pressing urging need to change.
Christ once said, “And if thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.”
That’s how seriously Jesus took sin. This verse is mainly speaking about salvation and coming to Christ initially, but it still carries the meaning of the seriousness of sin.
Take a moment and consider.
What are you allowing in your life that is unwholesome? What sin are you aware of, and comfortable with?
Take that sin, and picture it right now.
Would you let someone chop off one of your fingers so you could do it again? Willingly be maimed for life:
Because you felt like gossiping about your coworker.
Because you wanted a second piece of cake.
Because you wanted to think an immoral thought.
Because you wanted to: Fill in the Blank.
Does it bring an entire new meaning to taking sin seriously?
It does to me. I would never sacrifice a piece of my body so I could eat a piece of cake, or do any of those things.
And yet we sacrifice our fellowship with God- something far more valuable than our bodies- for a moment of pleasure.
Last night I met with an old friend who noticed my transformation. I told him excitedly how I had decided one day and it all came into place. He looked away wistfully,
“I wish I could lose weight like that”
Immediately I jumped in, “You can, just do this and this!” I began to explain my journey. He shrugged his shoulders,
“Ahhh, I don’t feel like doing all that, it’s such a hassle. ”
I walked away so full of sadness. I couldn’t help but be reminded of all the times pastors have told me to do daily devotions, pray, or seek God – and I said to myself,
“I wish I could have spiritual victory, but that’s such a hassle.”